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Guess what!?

I saw him ):

YES YES YES !!

ITS HIM!

Oh gawd ,

when I see him in CG,
I was shocked !!!

I was stunned there and I really have no idea

what the shit I should do?

I don't know whether he recognize me,

But ya...

He saw me and yes ! I saw him too):

I DON'T KNOW WHY?

my feelings are up and down

happy? sad? depress and everything?

well, idk what to do but I'm nervous that time

Gosh,

why do I  have that feeling?

Is it because that I feel guilty or?

sorry
It's

My fault, my lost, my stupidity !
But I'm really sure that I really really really miss you
I'm serious
By the way, it's nice to see you in real life again
Thanks Lord for your appearance,that's what I always asked Lord,
let me see you in real life once again
and yes, My prayer actually works *wink
and last..

I'MSORRY 

D;




Actually I'm not planning for going CG today,
but sadly, Sarah is going Australia tomorrow morning
I want to see her before she leaves (:
And we hug-ed <3 awwww
argh..
we'll so gonna miss her
She's coming back at June anyway,

June June June X)

Finally ):

Finally I found you

Finally I've seen you

Your hair had grown longer,

I remember you love spiky hair?

But now ,

your hair ain't spiky anymore):

Even though I just saw you in pictures

I don't mind,

Just as long as I can see you

 Here's one of your pictures

When I saw your pictures,

My tears running spinning =')

But I'm smiling?

Why?!?!

I don't know whether to smile or cry

Cause I can see in the pictures you're really happy and you're laughing

I keep saying OHMYGOD when I see your pictures,

I'm very happy

But in the mean time , I'm really depress

The day you went back Bangsar's CG,

I can't make it cause I was busy with something,

This means,

We- do not have fate

We- do not meant to be  this way 

was it my fault that time?

I don't even know what's the reason,

I'm sorta lost

I called you last year,

All you asked me is to be mature?

I'm not mature enough?

Isit true?

But is that the reason you have to leave?

What are you thinking?

Even until now, I'm still wondering

what's your tough that time?

Why you made a decision like that?

I can't even stand a chance to ask  you back,

you just walked away.

without reasons..without sentence..without words

Do you remember before you go to Australia?

U sent me a sound clip of you and a picture when you're boarding

 that was so sweet

and your pictures with your lovely families?

I still have the sound clip until now

My friends all are so jealous

They were like : Ohmygod,sweet like cotton candy weih!!

Yes that's super duper sweet

But now...

I don't even know how to face you If I see you

I think you'll hide from me too,

you deleted my facebook in your friend list twice 

because you want to forget me uh?

Yes, 

You want to forget everything about me,

CONGRATZE (:

Now I can see you're really really happy

I'm happy that you're happy

After blogging this,

I'll delete your phone number

since you're not replying anyway

Good luck for you new life Wesley!

Live is amazing <3

Today, I went to Subang Utama school with my parents

and we walked around the whole damn HUGE school

You guys must be asking ,

Why do you go to other's school for?

Hell yeah, I might be transfering school

for a stupid reason which I don't feel like mentioning,

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets,
So love the people who treat you right and forget about those who don't.
And Believe everything happens for a Reason

If you get a chance -take it

If you changed your life - Let it be

Nobody will say that life is easy

They just promise

It would be worth it =)

 Job 24:2-21
Will  you be patient and let me say a word?

For who could keep from speaking out?

In the past you have encouraged many people;

you have strengthened those who are weak.

Your words have supported those who were falling;

you encouraged those with shaky knees.

But now when trouble strikes,you lose heart.

You are terrified when it touches you.

Doesn't your reverence for God give you confidence?

Doesn't your life of integrity give you hope?

Stop and THINK ! do the innocent die?

When have the upright been destroyed ?

My experience shows that those who plant trouble 

and cultivate evil will harvest the same.

A breath from God destroys all of'em

They vanish in  a blast of his anger.

The lion roars and the wildcat snarls,

but the teeth of strong lions will be broken.

The fierce lion will starve for lack of prey,

and the cubs of the lioness will be scattered.

This true was given to me in secret,

as though whispered in my ear.

It came to me in a disturbing vision at night,

when people are in a deep sleep.

Fear gripped me,

and my bones trembled.

A spirit* swept past my face,

and my hair stood on end*

The spirit stopped but I couldn't see it's shape.

There was a form before my eyes.

In the silence I heard a voice say,

'Can a mortal be innocent before God?Can anyone be pure before Creator?'

If GOD does not trust his own angels 

and has charged his messengers with foolishness,

how much less will he trust people made of clay!

They are made of dust,crushed as easily as a month.

They are alive in the morning but dead by evening,

gone forever without a trace

Their tent-cords are pulled and the tent collapses

and they die in ignorance.

Happy Valentine's Day

 

Happy Valentine's Day peeps,

I wish all the couples will be together as long as possible

and for those who're single,

No worries, 

you guys are still awesome

It's just that we haven find the right one

Trust me

He/She will appear someday in your life 

<3

Well, for some of you having exam right?

Kesian ):

hahahah, well

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY everyone! 

God bless <3

-LOVES-

 Romans 8:35-39

Can anything ever separate US from Christ's love?

Does it mean he no longer loves us if we have trouble and calamity,or are persecute,hungry,destitute,in danger,or threatened with death?

(As the Scriptures say,''For your sake we are killed everyday ; we are being slaughtered like sheep'')No,despite all these things,overwhelming victory is ours through Christ,who LOVES us.

And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate US from God's love.Neither death death nor life,neither angels nor demons,neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow-not even the powers of hell can separate US from God's love.

No power in the sky above or in the earth below-indeed,nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate US from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord.

A song that she loves (:

Thanks Cheese (:

You gave me this song that makes me remind of YOU

<3

and NOW,

my life is fu*king perfect

If It's just A Joke

 Happy Belated Birthday ya bro (: 

I'm sorry .. I was quite busy with studies these days

I'm really sorry

Btw you're sixteen now !!

Don't be so CHILDISH already ya! (:
I'll always remember every moment that you and prithu were in my house
Watching Horror movie somemore
And my grandma cook something for US=)
AND oops,
Prithu is vegetarian hahahahahhaa
Sorry la dei ,
My grandma cook Korean mee for prithu
SEE!! so good ):
You're the best bro that I EVER had,
thanks for cheering me when I'm sad
and  thanks for scolding me an 'Idiot'
I realize that I'm such an Idiot full with Jealousy
Thanks bro ;D
you'll always be there when I find you dear

HAPPY .  SWEET  .  SIXTEEN
have a nice one ya!

If the world could be better

Without wars and fights

Let everyone on earth live in Peace

How awesome could this be?

Chloe and I was talking about wars in Egypt today during CF
the war is happening now!! ):

seriously, people nowadays-,-

brothers killing brothers.

Just envisage what happened in Egypt 

): 

Coventry?

we din't even get the chance to be in courtship 

everyone keep asking me

Jan, do you feel regret after rejecting him?

He treats you damn good you know?

I always thought about this thing,

maybe I regretted and maybe not..

I won't mention names

But you know who you are I guess?

well, CF was quite fun,

and YA, 

me and chloe ,we have the choco and blueberry cheese Fate (:

you'll never know how cool isit

so, next week it's time to eat choco yo!

Candace, 

If you see this, 

I hope ya'll know

everything takes time..

you're one of a very special girl I've seen

You'll be fine, Jesus will be looking at you

God's watching you, he knows what to do (:

<3

And yes, three verses!! hahah YOU!

we learned a lesson, we must always PRAY PRAY PRAY

right candace?

And yes! Chloe gave u a BIG hug to comfort you

OH well, me too right?

Erm, isit sweet enough for ya?

<3

You'll be fine, loves

Tomorrow my condo's having LION DANCE 

HOMG! IN the morning somemore

Have to get my ass up early 

(:

and I have to go Sam's house with my parents at night too 

There's still a lion dance, gosh, so many lions

What about Tiger uh?

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

I have two other outing tomorrow night actually ):

one is Chris's and one is Adrian's  ):

Unfortunately I only have a body and a soul

So sad 0:

Sorry guys, I'll make sure come to both or your house next year ya (:

I'm sorry 

wish all of ya have fun tomorrow,

<3

GOD BLESS- love jan

It's Chinese New Year

 

 YOYOOYO!

Chinese New Year ??

Well,today was extremely bored man!

I just chat with few nephews and played with them for awhile

 that's what I did for the whole great morning

After that everyone came over my uncle's house and ate mee

all of them left around 2 in  the evening like that

some of them went mv to watch movie

some of them went home to sleep ( included me)

mauhahahahahahhaa

we were all so sleepy 

we watch kung fu mah jiong3 at 4-6

and after that we showered

then go to other uncle house and eat dinner

I had three chicken wings

OMG

FAT FAT FATSSSS!

Oh well,

like me and samantha said :

WE will keep fit after chinese new year ! hahahaaa

so we'll EAT EAT EAT until FAT FAT now

and keep fit right after chinese new year haha

well we played POP POP there

and the kids are aiming me ):

OH NOOO!

I'm gonna run with my fats 

tee-heeeee

we went back  around ten something

and tomorrow we're going Taipo's house

I always hate it when we go there,

It's like all strangers there you know?

And I don't really like those people there

Don't ask me why..

I just DONT!!!

I barely talk to them..

I don't even feel like talking to them 0;

They are all my grandmother's brothers and sisters son and daughter and also grandchildren

SO it's not really close

haih, we're going there tmr btw );

But Ash,Lavin and my baby Darshan going

Luckily (:

teee-heee

<3

Yes Taha (:

I miss you so so damn much

I miss the way you call me 'JANICE'

and shouted my name 

I really miss playing with you and talking with you 

I wish we can meet again

I WISH

I WISH

I WISH

It's all I wish dear, do you?

Actually Taha, he's a very very cool guy

it's like

If he don't know you right, he won't even look or smile at you

So I'm glad that you knew me (: haha

Don't be so cool la, 

your face cool enough already

hahaha, when I just met him

I tot he was a cool guy

I mean , he is a cool  guy...

But after we knew each other, we get to talk and get closer (:

<3

I'm going over that condo tomorrow as well,

I really hope to see all of these monkeys again

Especially Taha ):

I miss you guys badly man!

Taha, why din't you reply my msg );
Your phone got no credit?
HMMMMM
I'll always be wondering until the day you reply (:

If we have faith ,

I hope we'll meet again tomorrow or some day <3

love

-ends-

CNY eve

CNY eve 

the night I spent with a bunch of kids tat i just knew (:

They are very friendly and there's 9 of them

we just spent few hours and we're like a family

I LOVE THEM ALOT (:

they made my day actually <3

awwww,so touch

they are all from different country,

some of them from London etc..

 

I met a very very HOT GUY
HERE HE IS <3

trust me

HE IS SUPER HOT

but too bad

he's 12 years old ):
And
he looks way more hotter than the picture =)

His name is Taha  

He's soooo sweet OMG!

He's from Turkey 

He stayed in London also (:

OHGOSH, HE IS DAMN AWESOME HOT !
He has SIX PACKS <3 WOW

He told me that I'm the first girl he saw that is wearing specs

I was like : Awww, I'm the first one?

Taha: yes you are, and you're very beautiful 

I was like : You serious? thanks <3

Taha: Yes I'm super serious,you're really pretty 

Awwwww, do you 

do you?

DO YOU

FEEL THE LOVE?

(perasan-ing) cheh XD

<3

hahahhaa

and a real bad news ):

He had a girl friend whom from China 

her name is Yuki );

SO sad right?

I'm four years older than him ):

I felt so old

sad sad sad !!

am I still gonna see them?

we took a picture in my sis phone

But I looks like aunty in it ):

PS : my sis phone SUCKS yo !

I wish we could take more pics

But...

all of the kids are like gossip-ing about he likes me or I like him and those

So I din't really get so close with him ):

we even play truth or dare you know?

they ask me to kiss him

I was like : OMG,SERIOUS?

hahahahahahahhaahhahaha

I was soooo happy (kidding)

I'm serious having fun with all these monkeys (:

love you guys<3