IU DAY 2011 (The Mexican Spirit)

Performance (:
left : me                                           right : wai sun

Fashion SHOW !

And LASTLY.

GROUP PICTURE

This is suppose to be a guys group picture. But I join them for FUN ! ;)

Happy birthday?

Happy birthday to myself

What else I can say?

half an hour to reach my birthday

First of all. Thanks Suann Chia (such an awesome woman) Loves

Thanks for being the first who wished me.

Trust me. While I'm typing this. My tears are dripping

YOU must be asking why?

):

I don't know why and somehow we're in this position right now

you care her more than me

I mean everything lah

basically you care about every girl more than me right now

Why would you do that

You were wishing me in facebook and said Yo. Happy birthday

I cant stay up until 12 because Im tired and blah blah blah

and after seeing this. My tears drop on my guitar

The only thing is now I wishing 

Give me some time. To forget everything we did

Give me some time to forget your did

Give me some time to walk away

Give me some time to leave

Give me. Just Give It To ME ):

Happy birthday sze yuen. 


Drew looks at me.
I fake a smile and he wont see
That I want and I'm needing
everything that we should be


I bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without


Drew talks to me
I laugh cause its so damn funny
That I cant even see
Anyone when he's with me


He says he's so in love
he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night


He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car 
I keep singing,
 don't know why I do

Drew walks by me,
 can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause


He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do


So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light


I'll put his picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..


Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

去年的今天

I was really happy because I have you =')

But Its okay. Im on my own (:

True love

Trust me. I'm missing you =')

Just now. I was on facebook. 

I took a look back what we chat about last year

and I was like : Woah !

We were actually that sweet.

and I guess. You're the only one I never regret for loving?

Although we end up din't get together

Although end up it's nothing but sweet memories

But my whole fifteen was really sweet

Because of you. You made me(:

Life without you this year was pretty sad?

No one cheer me up? No one's there for me?

No one care of me? No one listen to me.

To be honest. I had a stupid move of jealousy

I was so so jealous about you and that girl last year

But i think back. It's just such a stupid move

I'm sorry?

Even though we're not that close anymore

But at least we're still friends.

Even though we din't talk much

But we still talk

I think it was my fault last year

I did a really stupid move.

I keep asking myself

Why I was jealous? Why I cried after seeing you and her?

WHY WHY WHY?

maybe I din't think that much that time. sigh

I hope there's a machine that can go back to past

):

I hope we're sweet like last time

*Knock

Hey peepo. Just to update you a lil. 

I have a new baby which is my new phone <3

I love it sho sho much.

Thanks Dad (:

Anyway. Things coudn't change it better. So I'll just let it be I guess?

Its two more weeks time to reach my birthday,sports day and IU also.

So it'll be quite a busy week for me. 

Anyway I seriously don't know what are you thinking?

When you get bored then you text me. When you can on9 then you dont even bother me

): Haih

Do you really care about how I feel?

 I feel so lonely these days.

I have a feeling that I'm gonna celebrate my birthday alone. 

Wouldn't it be super cool? That you buy a cake and you sing birthday song for yourself?

Hmmm. I'll try this year ):

*sigh

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else

 

Just like what I posted on facebook-I hate this world. this people. this things

Things ain't changing better but worst

How could I change it better?

 I have alot of things to say.

But who would I talk to?

Who would share my feelings?

who actually concern about what I feel and how I felt?

):

Who would?

I feel like. I'm the only one solving all my problems

But I can't solve without any helping hand

finding away to make it better.

But tel me HOW?!

how how how?!

I'm going to collapse

I really can't take this 

Can things change it to a better way?

Why life is so unfair to me?

I've put so much effort to do all this for you guys.

But in the end what I get is nothing.

NOTHING.

anyway. I don't want to care anymore.

I'm just counting on my own.

PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE

You made me insecure

Told me I wasn't good enough

But who are you to judge?

When you're a diamond in the rough

I'm sure you got something you want to change about yourself

But when It comes to me

I wouldn't want to be anybody else

When I was young

When I was young.
No stress.No pain.No hurt.
Laugh like a kid.. run like mad kid. shout like nobody's business
But now..
Things changed People changed. Things that you need to know .
It's hard to do
As time goes by. we grow up day by day. forgetting the happy moment
Try to grow up be mature.
But don't you think so that we should just sit down and relax sometimes .
Stress out too much )':
To be honest. I missing my friends alot
we went shopping alot last time, but now we don't even really get to see each other anymore.
I miss you guys.
the happy moment that we had.
It's all in my memory album
Love you guys till the max
and never let it go. <3

Cried too much

You wouldn't know how much I put my effort to do this

But.. 

I

Shouldn't have thinking too much

Shouldn't have doing this much

You should have known

That should be me holding your hand

That should be me making you laugh

that should be me this is so sad

But everything I should give up. from now

It's too much to take. no one could ever understand

Time to stop 

I believe I can =')