Loving this picture more and more.
It's just sooo pretty.
Oh well, mostly things had settle.

And I believe that

No longer

What things that hurt you most?

It feels as if he stood behind me
Reached beneath my arms
And scratched my chest with both hands
Until his left met my heart
And when he found it
He pulled forcefully until it detached
Feeling more with less and knowing more with comfort
I cried...it's gone...
I won't touch the same
My hands cletch to fists
My head turns away the kiss
Because he is missed
I forgot how to close my eyes and just wait
I won't remember what to say
Lonely shares my space right now

Instead of just playing with my feelings,but also with my jealousy and  my live.

Everything ruined when you came into my life,

What's the big deal without you?

I don't understand..

It's time to move on.

MOVE ON.Girl
He's not worth for your tears
Btw, Thanks for giving me such a great experience for all this.
Now I'm stronger and I won't shed a tear every once in a while.

After this thing happened in school, I think I'm no longer believing friends
For me, It's different to have you guys.
I don't know what to say.
It's just weird o,o

You are afraid,
Fear of being mocked,
Fear of being slighted,
You have the fear,
To let go, 

Of things that caged you in.

Regret haunts you,
It taunts your every move,
Making it difficult,
To try something new.

Who could have discerned?
That living could be,
Such a burden for you?
It seems like silence,
Has taken over,
And there’s nothing you can do.

 

Thanks for the awesome poem, 

This makes me feel so much better. Thanks Candace 

YOU ARE THE BEST!

Worth nothing to cry for you

say goodbye

I don't care what you think

Hello people out there,
well yesterday we went to Amarin thai restaurant for girl guide's farewell .
Here's pictures with my girls :) We had silly fun right?! xD




 after that we went to LOGOS HOPE which is in a cruise ship at Port Klang
Trust me it's super big okay.

 There! OUR TOUR GUIDE. heheheheh 

Me and Gaven. trololol

These pictures I get from shin's facebook and also terence's pictures :)
Thanks for all the awesome pictures. and yah. I'm just too lazy to upload the pictures in my phone teehee
 We're in  a cruise ship for the whole tour at West Port Klang.
The worst thing was when we reached Klang, we din't know there's actually South Klang,North Klang and West Klang. so we pandai pandai go North Klang and God knows how long it takes to go back to West Klang x.x
 we visited mostly everything in the ship AND we have a tour guide to introduce how the system go on and off.
Our tour guide is from South Afrika,he has been working in the ship for 3years I think and his name is France.(he's tall & handsome)
There's a book shop that selling billions of different books in the ship, So cool right? and it's really crowded.we just can't really walk comfortably ;X
There's different people from different country that lives in the ship and volunteer to be a staff
Some will be chef, some will be doing engineering stuff,and so on..
but you don't get any pay for doing all the jobs in it but food.
There's 400 people lives in the ship.
 The cool thing is....
They can eat different food everyday cause there's a lot of people from different country in the ship so basically they are trying new food day by day. Yumm  yumm ;D
For me, it looks really fun and I want to go after form 5 to work there for half year (hopefully)
and and.. My butt hurts so badly okay .. we sat in the car so so damn freaking long D;
For addition, It's dinner time .
well as I said : They're eating bak ku teh (which is not my favorite )
So the I'm the only one drinking 100 plus and everyone's eating happily.
Gosh. Feel so .... ahem*
But anyway ,Thanks to SOON SENG for the dinner! and and thanks for fetching me home and the thing that makes me laugh on the way home was terribly funny.
Sorry for not knowing anything. ;D