Just a dream (:

Yes! Yes! My dear! This whole damn year was 

ONLY JUST A DREAM

2010,I've spent my whole year to love you, do you ever know that? 
This is my very very first time to love a guy so damn long
I swear, my very first time, and somemore we not even seriously together yet

But..but...

I never blame you dear ):

2010 is going to end
So I'll take this whole year as a dream

I'll open my eyes on 1/1/11

So I'll just take this whole year (2010) as a dream

And this is a very very sweet dream that you gave me sweetie(:

U gave me this song

Do you remember dear?

Hope ya'll stil remember =(

I miss you so much 

 why isit just only a dream?

U don't love me anymore

DONT YOU?

Dear, do you know what's my birthday wish?
This is my very very first birthday wish for a guy like you
I made a wish on my birthday
The wish is : 

I want to be with you as long as possible, 

I hope tat I can be there for you no matter what happened,

I want you to be happy when you're sad,

I want you to be safe  no matter where you go,

I guess you dint even know this 
RIGHT ?
Do you stil remember that I asked you on your birthday?
HEY DEAR! what's your birthday wish uh?
And I actually really hope that one of your birthday wish wil be something bout me,
But,
the wish u made was for your parents and friend,
You wouldn't know how much pain in my heart

U wouldn't know how much U meant to me,
AND,
you just gave me a 'NO' to walk away ):
I keep hoping, there's only hope ,hope and still hope
yes sze yuen! you're a failure
agree?

):

Dear, I hope you could wake me up and say

GOOD MORNING DEAR,

I prepared your breakfast,its on the table,rmb  to eat it ya <3

and I wish  this is not ONLY JUST A DREAM

Do you knw how much I wanted to see you this whole year?

I keep trying to find a way to date you and ask you out,

But I failed, yes I'm a failure

I shouldn't give u so many troubles,

Im a very troublesome girl right?
Maybe I'm not the one you finding for );

IM SORRY ):

and yes, I miss u pillow, 

I hug my pillow to sleep everynight just to think of you<3

*gasp bye bye ):

I need you,wil you come back

sigh,I guess

You will ?

I miss every single moments with you,I wish I could stay 15 foerever

Im currently listening Just a dream