Eavesdrop

If you understand chinese,

Look at the lyrics..

I'm sorry for disappointing you.

Maybe I don't know what's about me and what's in me actually

I really don't know.

AS you say, you know me more than I know myself.

I'm stubborn, I know.

take things positive , never give up (:

&

involve yourself in everything

For my life right now,I'm going through ALOT OF crisis

Its quite terribly sucks

And there's no one can really really understand how I feel.

NO ONE.

How pain was it?

What else I can do with my life?

Face it cause it's a fact

Girl,

I know you can!!

Now I understood. Don't judge a person if you don't really know about him/her.even if they're horribly bad.But please , love them!

No one's perfect.

We'll learn alot alot through our life  and this is a very very first step cause we're still young. 

We have time to change.What I mean change is to be a better person day by day(:

and for today, I learned something. How I learn this thing?

It was my mistake.

So I learned a lesson=)

Be responsible. everyone has  their own responsibility to do everything
My thinkings' are simple. That's why I don't take things seriously EVERYTIME.
I'm very playful. & I take everyone's advice as a joke. and here I am now (suffering)
So people!
Don't do the same mistake as I did.
Be responsible.=')

Anyway, Francis the 'OLD MAN' is coming tomorrow =) no chapter 7 .hoooray?
ahahhaha
and I actually tried to fool CHLOE LEE , it was epic fail !
Happy April Fool peeps !!


JOB7
It not all human life a struggle?
Our lives are like that of hired hand
like a worker who longs for shade,
like a servant waiting to be paid
I,too,have been assigned months of futility,
long and weary nights of misery.
Lying in bed,I think 'When will it be morning?'
But the night drags on and on . I toss till dawn
My body is covered with maggots and scabs
MY skin breaks open,oozing with pus.

My day fly faster than a weaver's shuttle.
They end without hope ~

Toupee

 This year I find that alot of bad things come to me continuously ,

I don't get it 

why?

I'm really depress.

I was actually ready to start a brand new year 2011

But everything getting worst and worst

I want a new life.

as in really peaceful life

It's nearly April now,all the bad things keep coming to me,

and just imagine how many more months I have to suffer

I don't know whether the following days or months will things change

But for now. 

the moment like this, is what I hate the most

First of all, my results are all so suckish

Homg..NO EYE SEE !

I almost failed for every subjects

I don't know why,

I just have a tough that, things shouldn't goes like this.

Teacher's giving out more papers tomorrow ,

I really wish I can get some better marks.

But maybe it's a punishment from God,

cause I never really study 

Plus, I hardly touch my pretty books & I'm lazy

I can't blame the teachers that the exams are hard

It's all excuses we gave.

If you study, you'll be fine.

So just stop giving excuses

It's just that you're relying too much Girl

teacher, U can rebuke me, cause I know it's my fault.

I'm serious.

FRIENDS , 

that you're so called a friend

It's just a name?

What's the meaning of it?

I still remember what Kiki said ,

She said : I don't need any friends actually.I still can survive. 

I was agree with her.

But others don't seem to agree.

I thought  friends are suppose to be a helping hand

Yet for me ,it's different

there's no comfort,no nothing

and ya, this is how I call it friends

It makes me feel so...

Maybe I don't know what does a friend mean to you

maybe for you,

It's just a name and someone that can keep you company every time

Is that what you want from a friend?

As we walk our path of life,
We meet people everyday.
Most are simply met by chance.
But, some are sent our way.
 

These become special friends
Whose bond we can't explain;
The ones who understand us
And share our joy and pain.

Their love contains no boundaries.
So, even we are apart.
Their presence enhances us
With a warmth felt in the heart.

This love becomes a passageway,
When even the miles disappear.
And so, these friends, God sends our way,
Remain forever near.

 Lord, 

your unfailing love is better than life itself

how I praise you

I will praise you as long as I'm breathing,

lifting up my hand to you in prayer

You satisfy me more than the richest feast

I will praise you the song of joy with all my heart

I lie awake thinking of you

meditating on you through the night

Because you're my helper 

I sing for joy in the shadow of your wings

I cling to you

your strong right hands hold me securely,

But those plotting to destroy me will come to ruin

They will go down in to the depths of earth

They will die by the sword

and become the food of jackals 

But the king will rejoice in God

All who trust in him will praise him

while liars will be silenced.

Los seres humanos tienen sentimientos

U pissed me off ,Boy.
I'm a human, not a dog or cat.
I have feelings.
No matter how and when.
I do have feelings.
Boy, you hurt my feelings.
&everyone has their own strong and weak points.
Don't just point at others.
To be honest here,
I can tell that your weaknesses are more than mine.
But I din't talk about your weaknesses & I don't judge you ,not even once
But you?!
You keep teasing me about my weaknesses, it's bad enough already
But you still tease me about my weakness in front of everyone, WHY? 
what's soo great about teasing?

Hmmph. x.x
I know you guys like to play alot. But for me ,once in a while it's okay.
But not all of the time.

You wouldn't know, I was so so so pissed and I still have to keep my mouth shut without saying a word.
DO YOU KNOW?

How hard it is?

It's because I don't retaliate & this is how I'm trying to be a better person for my life.

AND,
Rumours?
Isit fun spreading rumours?
Haih

You posted five or six pictures of Josh and me studying in the library,you tagged everyone one of the picture and everyone keep giving comments and stuff.Plus, your captions are all crap ! What darling and all, we din't even say anything about that, we were just doing Bible work.
Do you know?
I actually called the girl for just an explanation. DO you know that you did all this kind of crap things gave us so so so much troubles.

& Guess what!?
You din't even say sorry.
You scold bad words back and said that you'll delete tomorrow is good enough already.

May I know?
What's the point deleting the pictures tomorrow?
It's like.. everyone saw the pictures already right?

):
What I CAN say is
You guys are lifeless,

P.L.E.A.S.E
G.E.T
A.
L.I.F.E

 I'm very sick of you right now.
I'm done here.
I hope that everything goes back to last year.
I hope we never met, I hope that you're not my friend.
I wish that we don't even know each other
It'll be better or best for me
I wish your PMR results is better so that you won't be in our school now creating troubles
I hope everything start from the BEGINNING  ):

What is wrong with you ?

I don't understand

Why you like to make my life miserable?
I really have no idea how to communicate with you anymore
Cause what I said , you wouldn't listen to me
I'm done with this. I  gave up.

But I know there's sunshine behind that rain,

I know there's good times beyond that pain,

Hey,

CAN u tell me how can I make a change?

 

BAD.SAD.DEAD

Exam is over. hahahaha Finalleh exam is over! BUT but but but.I'm not happy.
WHY?
 How was my exam? What I can tell you is , it was totally screwed up! My physics, addmaths,moral paper was totally blank, I din't do anything. I did half of the paper for maths,chemistry,biology,chinese.and all of the subjects I screwed up!My physics teacher (Pn.Dayang) told us that , for those who failed physics.You gotta bring your PJ shirt and run at the field.She din't mention how many rounds): I'm so gonna fail physics.Cause my physics paper was totally blank. Seriously, I feel so unsafe right now, cause I kinda regret for not studying.anyway.I'm still finding for three science subject's tuition which is Physics,Biology and Chemistry. Ugh ): I hope I can catch up from now on with my studies and stuff .I'm very very sorry dad and mommy, I know I'll fail everything in this term,but I promise I'll get better results alright? I promise.
I heard wai sun got 83% for BM, what the hell? since when you're so Pro uh? hahaha kidding,congratze anyway.
I really feel very very unsafe, it's like...I keep asking myself when teacher's going to give out our exam papers ):
I don't wanna drop class, I'm serious..
I'm afraid. I need someone to lean on right now. I'm so scared.
I feel so empty ):

Oops I haven finish my Biology's work yet , Ciao peeps (:

What you waiting for?

Time to study..

We still  have fifteen hours more for exam =(   I din't do any revision for my test .not even once in hols

I've been really sick during hols

well It's first term anyway.who cares? I Do CARE!!!

My ex seniors all told me that first term exam sure fail,so no point studying. I don't know why everyone keep telling me that and it keeps me away from my pretty books ):

Biology,physics,chemistry,additional maths,modern maths,moral,sejarah,BM,BI(There's more subjects I think)

All this driving me crazy! we only have exams for three days

WHY? ):

En.Karuna,our sejarah teacher mentioned to us today

He said : Class 4sc2, you guys have 40 objective questions for sejarah, for those who get below 20, you'll know what's gonna happen on you. I'll let the fear be with you until you're form5.

HE sounds scary man!

HOMG, god bless me sejarah got 20 above .OLORD!

we're having BM, Physics and Sejarah tomorrow

So basically I'll just study for sejarah.I don't want anything happen to me=)

Well, I should off to study my sejarah right now!

Good luck form4's <3

             

Meh

 

Mimi, I'm not acting cute you dumb !

It's just a smile,

SO

PLEASE

SHADDAP!

=)

there's something around my hand actually):

I cropped it out already

I cropped it out 

I I I I I I I

CROP?

well, Stop it !

we're not in that topic anymore ugh

                                                                STOP STOP STOP !

oh well (:

today was extremely fun yet tired ):

I want to sleep so badly right now

it's already midnight,1am

but but but,

I have the mood to blog (:

eeeeeeeeeee, no! 

I DONT HAVE THE MOOD TO BLOG

But i Think I have!

ahhhh, whatever!

since I'm blogging now,

why not continue uh?

Lets see ~

=0

I woke up in the morning and went for add maths extra tuition

Tuition was as crazy as normal.

It's only 3 girls (:

Me,Pj and jia lim 

I kept singing those grandmother songs ,which I don't know why

after that I went for my piano lesson

and everyone was like

HOMG, What is wrong with your lips Janice?

okay, can u guys just stop asking uh?

Feel so annoyed already..

It's actually a blister or something

Adrian was like? What is THAT O,O

I told him i din't drink water and something

I know your eyes are pretty BIG, stop staring at my lips

ish

 So then, I came home and wash up and get my lazy bum up

Let's get ready for pretty Job now (:

well, I don't think I mentioned to anyone that I

Have a job!

hahaha

except my parents

well, If you're reading my blog, 

ya'll know I'm working great!

I'm working in a thai restaurant called BU SA BU if I'm not mistaken

It's at Bangsar Shopping Complex

which is a very grand place,

and I do love it...

Alot of rich people hang there and you can see lotsa British(:

and they are so called 'High class people'

erm I mean

WE are so called 'high class people'

cheh

Sorry for my perasan-ness (:

the FOOD there is very expensive as well..

what I mean is REALLY EXPENSIVE!!!

I promise I'll post the picture of the restaurant as soon as possible.

well, I kinda love this Job.

But sometimes I find that it's quite boring..

So what's ma jOb?

hahahha

I'm working as a pianist (:

There's a HUGE piano in the restaurant

so cool!!!!

I have FREE food to eat there..

and I always drink chocolate ice-blended

woohoo (:

Isn't this COOL?!

I've been working like 8nights=)

I'm working every friday and saturday night

From 7-11pm

You can come and eat 

The food are very nice , it's just a lil 'Expensive'

and I just came back

This is why I said today is fun yet tired =)

THE END~

god bless<3

 

If we die young?

If we die young?

what should we do?

Now, the scientist proves that everyone's dying the year of 2012

I'm not sure whether it's true,

But it's quite true
Why do I think it's true?
Let's see what happen in Japan and you'll know baby

AND This is what I've heard from Wai sun

Yes, one year plus we'll just Say good bye (:
like that ,

So please do what you're suppose to do 

and

Appreciate your families and friends <3

=)

Take care all my dears 

God wil bless all of us (:
we'll follow him with our beautiful souls

O LORD,listen to my cry!

Hear my prayer,

From the ends of the earth ,

I cry to you for help,

when my heart is overwhelmed,

Lead me to the towering rock safely,

for you are my safe refuge,

a fortress where my enemies cannot reach me,

Let me live forever in your sanctuary,

safe beneath the shelter of your wings! 

Rumours?

I don't get it why people love to create rumours ALOT !

):

UGH, 

You guys have no life or? 

I 

Just

Don't 

Understand

Why would  Rumours comes to me everytime?

W

H

Y

?

Ugh ):

Stop spreading rumours 

Its not a good thing to do.

If others said something untrue about you,

you wouldn't like it too right?

Haih

Plus

+

I'm not stupid

and please don't underestimate the power of human stupidity!