Toupee

 This year I find that alot of bad things come to me continuously ,

I don't get it 

why?

I'm really depress.

I was actually ready to start a brand new year 2011

But everything getting worst and worst

I want a new life.

as in really peaceful life

It's nearly April now,all the bad things keep coming to me,

and just imagine how many more months I have to suffer

I don't know whether the following days or months will things change

But for now. 

the moment like this, is what I hate the most

First of all, my results are all so suckish

Homg..NO EYE SEE !

I almost failed for every subjects

I don't know why,

I just have a tough that, things shouldn't goes like this.

Teacher's giving out more papers tomorrow ,

I really wish I can get some better marks.

But maybe it's a punishment from God,

cause I never really study 

Plus, I hardly touch my pretty books & I'm lazy

I can't blame the teachers that the exams are hard

It's all excuses we gave.

If you study, you'll be fine.

So just stop giving excuses

It's just that you're relying too much Girl

teacher, U can rebuke me, cause I know it's my fault.

I'm serious.

FRIENDS , 

that you're so called a friend

It's just a name?

What's the meaning of it?

I still remember what Kiki said ,

She said : I don't need any friends actually.I still can survive. 

I was agree with her.

But others don't seem to agree.

I thought  friends are suppose to be a helping hand

Yet for me ,it's different

there's no comfort,no nothing

and ya, this is how I call it friends

It makes me feel so...

Maybe I don't know what does a friend mean to you

maybe for you,

It's just a name and someone that can keep you company every time

Is that what you want from a friend?

As we walk our path of life,
We meet people everyday.
Most are simply met by chance.
But, some are sent our way.
 

These become special friends
Whose bond we can't explain;
The ones who understand us
And share our joy and pain.

Their love contains no boundaries.
So, even we are apart.
Their presence enhances us
With a warmth felt in the heart.

This love becomes a passageway,
When even the miles disappear.
And so, these friends, God sends our way,
Remain forever near.

 Lord, 

your unfailing love is better than life itself

how I praise you

I will praise you as long as I'm breathing,

lifting up my hand to you in prayer

You satisfy me more than the richest feast

I will praise you the song of joy with all my heart

I lie awake thinking of you

meditating on you through the night

Because you're my helper 

I sing for joy in the shadow of your wings

I cling to you

your strong right hands hold me securely,

But those plotting to destroy me will come to ruin

They will go down in to the depths of earth

They will die by the sword

and become the food of jackals 

But the king will rejoice in God

All who trust in him will praise him

while liars will be silenced.