Disconsolate

For  what I seek now. 

It's time to change

Change everything and please don't remain

For now, you have NOTHING

please know that

You have nothing!

I have nothing in this world but I have God

GOD is the only one who hears me cry

God is the only and holy one

God is the only one who gives me Spirits

God is the only one to give me a way out

God is the only one I can talk to

God is the only one I can share with

God is the only one who really understand me

God is the only one who solves my problems

God is the only one who take care of me every single day

God is the only one who gives us food

God is the only one who gives us clothing

Whatever it is

Whatever I know so far

It keeps hurting me from beginning till the end

For example :

A guy who used to love you so so much,and now he scold you(not really scold)  for protecting another girl

and you see how great he treats the girl right now

and thats the way how he treated you last time when he used to love you

& I looked back.

I was like? 

Janice, you should know

Everything changed

It doesn't meant to be that way ANYMORE

it's different right now

the one You can rely is God and family

For now. I don't wanna CARE anymore

I don't even feel like opening my mouth to talk

JUST SHUT UP and Do whatever you're suppose to !

I'm enough with this

Cross fingers and close my eyes and there'll be a better place=')

Mary says:

Oh,how my soul praises the LORD ,

how my spirit rejoices in God my saviour

For he took notice of his lowly servant girl

and from now on all generations will call me blessed

For the mighty one is holy

and he has done really great things for me

He shows mercy from generation to generation to all who fear him

HIS mighty arm has done tremendous things

HE has scattered the proud and haughty ones

He has brought down princes for their thrones and exalted the humble

HE has filled the hungry with good things and sent the rich way with empty hands

He has helped his servant Israel and remembered to be merciful

For HE made this promise to our ancestors Abraham and his children forever.