Far away,there's a MOON that sees me fall

and ya,

You told me I'm not good enough .

I've fell into a deep deep deep hole. Waiting for friends to pull me up

But until today, I've realize that what Friends mean to you

Maybe I got influenced or something? 

My heart is full of hatred , I hate everyone

even I hated you.

Why?

Why ever since then, I've became a person that you want me to?

Why I can't be myself?

Why do I compare us?

Why do I value our friendship when you don't?

I've think too much for you.

Maybe It's really time for me to tell myself. Goodbye,sze yuen
And super sorry to all the readers,
Few of you  told me that my blogs are full or sad stuff. I'm really sorry.
I'll try to make myself more happy and make you guys happy as well
Alright? ;D

And CHLOE, I hadn't been chatting with you for years,

I hope you can see this, and something you wrote on your blog was simply amazing and you made me realize my mistake was to listen to others

She wrote :

We learn from every mistake we make.

While others just watch as we dwell in the results of our stupidity.

Deep down in our hearts, something's changing.

While people go around saying what a mess we are.

Deep inside we know, we're turning into the people we're meant to be.

So, who cares what people think.

We've been the same all the way :') I guess you're the one the actually understands