Take it away

Lord. Can You do me a favor? ):
Can you take away this pain.
The pain of jealousy. It's too strong
I got so upset just because a brithday wish.
You know what?
I think im gonna give up
And sit down to wait for the right guy
Im not gonna fall anymore.
I hate this feelings.
I just hate it, when you're alone
Thinking of someone when that person doesn't think of you at all
I dont know how long i can wait for you
But for now.. Im gonna gice up
Seriously.
God, i need your strength to pull me, whether to love him
no? I can feel that it's a NO!
god use him to hurt me in different kind of ways.
Lord i think i understand
Are you asking me to give up now?
Can you give me a clearer answer. I need to know
FATHER, answer me as fast as you can
Because i dont wanna get hurt again
But lord, i know you would do anything good for me
I'll give you everything
I know it's your plan dear lord.
I'll just go the way you ask me to.

Happy christmas eve people.
Just bought a bottle gift for exchange christmas present tomorrow.
Hope to see a lot of people tomorrow ya:)