Happy Birthday Elicia(:

There's still few more minutes then your birthday is over ):

Awww. 

I glad you had fun in mv with your friends

YOU'RE OFFICIALLY SEVENTEEN

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN <3

President rock yo! haha

well,this picture was taken two years ago ):

HOMG I feel so so old right now

time passed so fast 

seriously

I woke up in the morning 

I got so bored

my parents were working

there's only me and my sister at home

I wanted to go mv so so much

Wendy gangs and all 

Sanjay asked me to go too

And then, Chris called and asked me to go pavillion

OMG, 

so many invitations

I wanna go out so badly

but my dad wouldn't let

I din't ask

But i bet he won't..

So, I called my grandmother

She's at Subang,

I called her and asked her to come to my house and bring me to Subang

Well, I have three lil cousins there

Ash,Lavin and also Darshie

we went Mydin ,ate ice-cream and all

well, I find out it's still boring,

we had some funny videos in the car

I'll  try to upload when I'm free

After that,my dad came all the way to Subang and bring us back,

we went back home and shower 

guess where we going next uh?

SAMANTHA'S HOUSE

wheeee! ya ya..

I just went to her house,

her parents and my parents talked about our future,

So awesome we were chatting and laughters

<3 I love them so much

Thanks Aunt Jennifer

For your caring

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I'm officially listening to this song (:

I LOVE IT SO MUCH <3

Give Up

爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲 太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人 明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身

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这个是女生的房间.<3

I give up
on this stupid game
forget about me
forget what's my name

cause no matter what I do
you won't love me like I do
tell me that I'm wrong
I'm wrong to fall in love with you

For one year,
I'm all sorts of lost
in a state of confusion
do you really know?
That's me, your losing

I've tried too many times
to make you love me
all you do is lock me away
and I forget I'm  free 

you tell me all sorts
and make up stupid rules
you say well if you love me
It was one of your tools

but the truth is
i loved you to much
you never loved me
i was a fool to trust

so I give up
on this stupid game
cause listening to you is really so lame.

I don't really want to say goodbye
I don't really want to leave you
But now I have to go away

And stay away from you 

What we had was something special
Deep down from our hearts
But now I have to go away
And leave you from my heart

Saying goodbye to your lover is a heartbreaking moment. 

You feel as if a part of you are being separated.

You are used to relying on each other for everything.

Every decision from the smallest to the largest is made with the consultation of your life partner. 

When you are separated, you must accustom yourself to living single.

You don't have the constant reassurance of having someone to lean on.

This feeling takes getting used to.

Hopefully you will not be alone for long. 

Cause I Failed

Yes Yes,
I'm always a failure ):

I was actually eating dinner just now
My dad say : Janice, teacher said you failed your Diploma exam, so do you want to retake?
I was like : .....
I din't answer him back , not even a word

I WAS STUNNIED
seriously, how the hell I take this?
DIPLOMA okay!
not a small exam
This exam actually cost RM5000 ):
and I failed it, WTF are you doing sze yuen!?

WHAT THE FARK!?

So what do you expect me to do now?

YES! commit suicide, is that the best choise?

NO! I won't be stupid enough to Jump 

idk why, but I just won't.. 

so  what should I do now?

 Should I give up or retake the exam?

I need suggestions badly! serious!!!

Tel me WHAT THE HELL TO DO?!

yes, the first person that I want to thank is Hung Hung (:

He asked me not to give up and cheer me up when I'm down

Leroy too (: I appreciate it alot alot (:

Thanks guys <3

Hmm.. I guess I'll retake the exam?

Cause Hung force me to (: hahaha

we had a pinky promise, Don't ask me what's pinky promise

I seriously have no idea what's that

It was keng hung's idea (: thanks for cheering hung (:

LOVE YA ;)

I feel much more better <3

I've been thinking, why I failed this exam

This is such an important exam in my entire life?

I'm very depressed

The first reason that actually came up to my mind is:

I still remember he hurts me so badly and one week after was actually my exam

and I WAS SICK

like really really sick ):

Why do you want to hurt me before my piano exam dear?

):

U can actually hurt me after my piano exam you know?

But I never blame you dear,

it was all my fault

My fault for loving you too much

My fault for caring everything about you too much

My fault for never noticed that you din't even wants me

My fault for keep on waiting for a year or even more than that

and

My fault for missing and thinking of you too much

Yes, I ADMIT

its all my fault 

and this is why I called myself a failure

Yes Wesley, this is my revenge 

GET ME?

this is my REVENGE

sorry for hurting you and rejected you,

Im SORRY OKAY!!
I don't mean it ):

but we stil can be friends right?

and why must you delete me in your facebook twice?

do you really hate me that much?

 U said that you'll talk to me when I'm mature enough
AND why you said I'm immature ,
how would you know?

I know,even my best friend scolded me for not accepting you

Yes, 
It was my lost ,
I'm sorry,REALLY sorry!

Idk whether you'll see this

But.. thanks for everything

Thanks for you loving and caring

You're the first guy who actually will do that to me you know?

You knew that I loved someone else 

So you hurt me and tel me you're a playboy

But It's actually not right??

U just want me to forget everything bout you

But I know it's not real, and you're not a playboy(:
Joe told me everything and I actually cried for that
even you stil hates me, I'm sorry and hope ya'll forgive me
I'll never forget a HOT GUY like you
I mean CUTE GUY (:
seriously, all of us think that you're super duper cute! 
miss you alot!

I think you're in singapore now?

Hope you'll enjoy your new life new friends right there

I'll always take you as my best friend even though you don't give a SHIT !

Cause it was all my fault

The 2nd day of 2011 (:

Let me give you a very big hug,

and present you a very special mug,

Filled with my love from a bottomless jug

To make you feel warm and snug <3

School is going to reopen tomorrow 

Hell yeah ! Missed my school friends so much,

But we're form4 now!

uh): I hope we're stil in PMR'S mood (:

they said form4 is a honeymoon year? 

actually it's not honeymoon year,

we're suppose to study hard for SPM!

well, LIKE I CARE?

hmm, maybe I do care

but not that much (:

TIK TOK TIK TOK TIK TOK TIK TOK TIK TOK TIK  TOK TIK TOK TIK TOK TOK TOK  

I bet everyone agreed that time passed very very fast right?

Hell yes!

Time passed very fast );

Time is very precious ): So ya.. 

Do whatever you want to do ,then you won't regret when you die

People alwaws said we live and die?

No dear, god made us for a reason okay.

Do something good on earth 

Promise?

we're all good boys and girls right? heheehe 

ngek negk ;D

Jesus Christ, thanks Chloe*

God sacrifice so much for US,so just love him as much as we can <3
Choosing joy and finding PEACE 

The abundant life is a life of joy and peace,
no matter what your circumstances.
It's not a life that's problem-free,
but even in the midst of trouble
God is still there for us.
He makes joy and peace available,
but we must access them through : Right thinkings,Right attitudes,and Right actions.
These bieble verses wil help you find the pathway of  
JOY AND PEACE =D

HELLO to 2011 ;D

HEY HEY HEY !!2011<3

I know you love me right?

I hope this year starting from today wil be awesome for everyone (:

2011 is a very brand new year <3

What am I gonna do on the very very first day on 2011?

hmm... letmethink (:

OH yesh, I spent time with my little cousins in the morning

we were camwhoring again (:

LOOK!

Me,Lavinya,Ashwin,my mom

Ashwin loves the spiderman T-shirt and he's wearing it right now

Eventhough he has plenty of shirts

But stil, he wear this like almost everyday?

I promise I'll buy a spiderman bottle for you alright?

Lavinya, she's damn pretty and words can't describe how awesome she is

She's just only eight and soon going to be nine (:

She showed me her english story-telling competition's video,

In front of so so many people?! WHAT THE HELL

I think I don't even dare to go up the stage when I was eight

*gasp failure again

The video was so awesome ,her friend posted it on facebook dy(:

Although she's just only eight

But she's understanding and she knows how to take care of her two brothers(:

And I always remember I went shopping with her during my hols ,

It was super fun

I'll show her which is nicer, and yes definitely she'll choose for me 

Yes I love you Lavin, 

I hope to see you soon, sorry I promised that I'll post our picture to facebook

AND yea,

Janice jie jie is very lazy (:

Forgive my laziness =)

 Oh yes ! I love my cousins (: DO YOU?

After met up with them, 

we went IOI for shopping

hell yes ! there's more clothes added into my closet!

WHOOHOO ;D so cool right?

Its an 'OUCH' for dad again

haha, I fought with my sister cause of a mini skirt

ahaha so childish(:

I had ROTI TELUR for supper (:
Ohyes,it's so janicelicious,tee-hee
Bet you feel hungry now uh?

well somehow  Im blogging now ):

Its kinda boring on the first day of 2011,

OHYA ! FORM 4's life ):
YES! IM sixteen (:
idk why. I love to say sixteen sixteen sixteen (:
We're back to school again=)

Hi SMK DESA PERDANA (:

Im back(:
AND HELLO FORM 4 (:
I took a picture of myself with my Prefect T (:

Yes,This looks damn old,
I know ):
cause,IM form4 now );
sigh*
Its 1a.m. and I'm stil not sleeping yet (:

Dance- as though no one is watching you

Love - As though you have never been hurt before

Sing - As though no one can hear you

Live - As though heaven is on earth

 yes Chloe (:
Thanks for cheering me and told me there's always a hope (:
PS : I dont mind you scolding (:
I'll never forget a cute cheese like YOU,
Don't forget choco too <3 LOVES

Countdown right up the hill (:

Yesterday night I was too tired 

I reached home around 2 in the midnight ,

Ohmygosh, yesterday night was so damn hell awesome,

And you won't know how the hell crazy we were last NIGHT (:
I met up them around 10p.m.
I had my new hair cut before meeting the guys
 =)
hehehe, a GOOD BEGINNING RIGHT?
yes i know babe! <3

We decided go up the hill to countdown (:

But before that, me,mok and chris

we played turn and jump at the playground,

This game was Mok's idea, it was kinda childish but very fun

I turn like 8rounds and fell and the guys can turn like 20rounds?

We wanted to record it but Mok's phone punya flash lights not working, 

we recorded but the whole video was dark and can't even see anything

FAILED ! ):

yes we failed, 

nvm, just have fun guys ! (:

even it's only three of us, 

I din't expect it would be that fun okay!! hahaa

around eleven plus, I told them some Kim Gary's jokes

But but...

I'm the only one laughing

HAHAHAHHAAHAH,

funny? NO !!!

After that ,Mok force us to go right up the hill ,

Because there is very windy and good view

seriously!

when we're walking up the hill,
There's so many cars coming in !

we din't expect so many peoples were already there,

SO DAMN CROWDED!!( not expected )

Ohgosh! It would be fun if there's no people right there(:

Hell yeah, you know what we did uh?

We actually sat in the middle of the road,

and have some soft drinks,

when everyone said together

5,4,3,2,1

We ran down the hill and shout out loud 
Shout whatever shits we love to (:

haha cause there's so much bad memories happened in 2010!

So, we'll just shout it all out (: it was so damn awesome

and 

everyone was like kinda O.O

hahaa, they were stunned,we're like 3gila-s (:

My phone sucks, I know right ):
I can't really capture the fireworks ): 
But I swear the fireworks was damn nice ,I LOVE IT

Oh yes, right after that, we actually ran back my condo and we went to the poolside

Oh devil run, run, run (:

YES! finally we reached 

and we talked about lady gaga and alot of craps

well, after chatting we played true or dare

it was super fun!

and its our personal

SHHHHHHHHH~~~

oops XD
There's a picture I took with Chris And another one took with Mok 
when we're playing  true or dare (:
heeeeeee =)

 Yes!!! my hair is damn messy ;D
Cause we ran up and down the hill (:

~NIGHTS~