Friday, September 30, 2011

Justin is singing with his manly voice
ILY SO MUCH <3
Touched :)

Hello dear readers,
well time passes so fast right?
Gosh, I'm getting older and older which is not a good  thing.
Can't wait for tomorrow actually.
I'm fully booked for tomorrow :)
wheeeee. Can't wait for the events for tomorrow.
I'm happy, really happy ;)
I'm going midvalley tomorrow for girl guides farewell in some thai restaurant
and after that I'm going Bangsar and more after that we're all going Logos which is in Klang :)
Say hooooray! I'm gonna meet you people again.
hmmm. what should I say?
I just can't wait.
Thank God for making this amazing thing happens.
And I pray for the weather tomorrow and all of us will be fun and fine :)
For those who don't know where Logos is..
It's actually a super duper big book store.
It's the biggest book store (That's what they said)
We're sharing Gospel around and have fun
Don't you feeling like going too?
and ya.. Guess what?
we're eating bak ku teh.(which I don't like) Oh nooo ):
Hope tomorrow both events will be great. I know  god is watching us.
Blessed be your name :)


wages of sins , how are we suppose to pay? It's actually death but God gave us a way through Jesus for dying on the cross to wash away our sins<3
Bless everyone will have a good weekend :) baaahaaa

Monday, September 26, 2011


I don't need you to judge okay
Girl, I know you're pretty but not to say really pretty.
I know that you're a friend of mine.
But please do not cross over my limit
I don't want to say much.
To you I'll just keep silence because I gave up for having you as a friend.
Whatever you want to say , Just go ahead. 
Kthxbye ;D

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Somebody to love


The Girl That Needs Somebody To Love & Care

For this life full of ups and downs. That's what we should go through ,
isn't it?
Believe that I'm still strong enough even though I knew this world is cruel.
I have faith in me and God.
I believe that every of my mistake ,there'll be a reason behind it.
I do not feel pathetic for who I am now and what I'm doing right now.
Cause no one could read my mind and understand me 'well'
I think all these things are quite common to teenage 
For me, maybe too much stuff hurts me at the same time.
So I learned to be myself. be more cheerful, make people laugh. :)
No matter what, I don't need all this guys okay.
If you don't care about our friendship, Just Leave it. I dont give a damn
Maybe I haven't really forget the guy recently but I believe that he's not the right one for me.
There'll be someone out there.
I'll wait for the right guy to come :)
Protect needed :')
Loves

 there's different ,I mean BIG BIG BIG different.
I used to have all these so called 'Friends'
I am Really disappointed. I never never ever think that you'll judge me like that
I thought our friendship suppose to be super strong.
But No, never ever think that could happen.
When people back stab you, talk bad bout you guys. I actually defend  to protect you guys
I valued it so much, do you know that? I mean YOU ALL!
I'm totally blind. Met a bunch of  friends that treated me this way, Totally-,-
I might not believe people so easily from day now!
I swear.
and you people.
GET A LIFE

KTHXBYE ;X

Friday, September 23, 2011

Party rock at night (Y)


23/9/11
This is our ever first year to have Prefects Farewell at night.
So awesome right?
Thanks for working so hard people. I know we're awesome as always.
Thanks for always being there for me when I need help 
:')
Appreciated moment like this
Much love.

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Every part of ME ;D



You are everything to ME, The best thing to me. Every part of me there'll be.
I LOVE YOU GRANDMA, YOU'RE EVERYTHING OF ME :')
I LOVE YOU ALOT
<3

Just a short post for my beloved grandma, I'M MISSING YOU, CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU ON THIS SATURDAY. MIAUAAUAUAHAHAHHAA.
I'm sorry to ditch you tmr night. ):
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYONE DOES :D

Tuesday, September 20, 2011



Yo people. 
I've watched both of this awesome movies.(Johnny English Reborn& Nasi lemak 2.0)
But for me, I think Johnny English Reborn is better ;)
The best part was when Johnny dancing and putting the lipstick on, me and Tash kept laughing in tuition like nobody business,I swear we laughed super loud and Nina as well. hahahhaa
For those haven watch yet, WHAT YOU WAITING FOR?
go go go..

I might think I've changed because everyone told me so.
Maybe it's because I have no one to share and I kept it to myself.
This makes me changed.
No one realize but its okay
I have nothing much to fight for but myself. :')
The thing I'm really glad is I'm still alive and I'm BREATHING ;D tee-hee

MUCH LOVES <3

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

It just might be too much toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. uh
I'm dying to know why you leave me :') But it's okay. I'll find it myself
NO matter how many girls you're gonna talk to, I'm gonna stop my jealousy cause you're not mine

Tuesday, September 13, 2011


Hello dear readers,
It's just a  mess,kind of like my life.
It's all mashed up :')
I feel so ashamed , but Why?
Imma tel you I'm not anymore from now!
because we're suppose to have a super sweet SIXTEEN babe!
<3
Love for life ;)
smiling.
teehee
went BBQ last night until 12.
It was simply fun playing candles and drinking beer
I swear my face was really red and I think it's pretty naise.
I'll try it more often next time.
Oh yeah.
 rock this moment.
FCUK YEAH! :)
Hope you guys will also have fun in this special event :)

GOODBYE ;D

Sunday, September 11, 2011

You're one of the piece

Could it be that far?
 
You're the voice inside of me ,
I'll try to be more of a loving person from now.
I'LL TRY ;D

Wednesday, September 7, 2011


Far away,there's a MOON that sees me fall
and ya,
You told me I'm not good enough .
I've fell into a deep deep deep hole. Waiting for friends to pull me up
But until today, I've realize that what Friends mean to you
Maybe I got influenced or something? 
My heart is full of hatred , I hate everyone
even I hated you.
Why?
Why ever since then, I've became a person that you want me to?
Why I can't be myself?
Why do I compare us?
Why do I value our friendship when you don't?
I've think too much for you.
Maybe It's really time for me to tell myself. Goodbye,sze yuen
And super sorry to all the readers,
Few of you  told me that my blogs are full or sad stuff. I'm really sorry.
I'll try to make myself more happy and make you guys happy as well
Alright? ;D

And CHLOE, I hadn't been chatting with you for years,
I hope you can see this, and something you wrote on your blog was simply amazing and you made me realize my mistake was to listen to others

She wrote :
We learn from every mistake we make.
While others just watch as we dwell in the results of our stupidity.
Deep down in our hearts, something's changing.

While people go around saying what a mess we are.
Deep inside we know, we're turning into the people we're meant to be.

So, who cares what people think.
We've been the same all the way :') I guess you're the one the actually understands


Saturday, September 3, 2011


Hello World,
This one week hols was simply simple.
It's about to end so ya...
I can't say that I'm looking forward for school cause I'm not.
I don't even feel like going to school cause there'll be a lot of big fake smiles and stupid lies.
But but. I don't wanna stay at home, just feeling so bored.
Oh gosh, I'm confusing myself anyway . ):

Well, What I did yesterday was eat-sleep-online-sleep-eat-watch TV-chat with hengdais-sleep
My mom came back from work and asked me,
What I did today? Woah, I suddenly felt so bad and I was like erm..Nothing much?
Yesterday me and my hengdais actually planned to go for jogging this morning at 7am.
and so happen they either slept too late last night or they are lazy to wake up
Ish &gt;&lt; RUINED MY DAY
Hopefully they'll call me soon for table tennis *jeng jeng

Okay, I'll end this post now. Goodbye ;D