Saturday, March 24, 2012

YEAH memories

Neos! :)
Let me introduce BAHAHA
there's two guys and two girls from Wesley Methodist School joined NEOS!
Jonathan Ong ( A brother from another mother) haha kidd, Zhao Wang, Suet Wei & the cute girl, Shi Min
and the picture above was taken by Uncle Sunny and also with Suet Wei's palaroid ;D
Cool right?
four of them are really nice
& In YEAH camp, there's just so many Wesley's
So far..
 I only get to know few of them like Jonathan,Zhao Wang,Suet Wei,Shi Min,Wei Yie,Yuan Fang, Kim
Sorry thats all I can remember heh
it's damn crowded
IT was so fun during caving and inter CG competition (water ball, volleyball, frisbee)
& I really had fun in Y.E.A.H
Me and Sab get to share a room
and other girls have to share like.... 4 girls in a room?
Meh ;D
Me and Sab were chit-chatting , gossip throughout the whole night.
Most of the time, we were trying to catch A FLY-,-
whatever it is,
this is the best holiday ever!
I'll always remember you guys and hope to see you guys more often! ;)
& I'm leaving to Bei Jing next Saturday! another holiday for me again
yay! have fun studying people!
(IN YOUR FACE)
xD

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

So.. True ue ue ue.. Friend
I'll be here till the end ;')

Because you expect people to be there whenever you're sad and lonely
Because you haven let go
WHY?

Yesterday one of my primary friend
He insist to see me after a long long time
So.... yesterday we met
 We had a small talk for 15minutes?
Talk about what we're up to right now
 After the small talk, he need to rush back for lion dance practices
And after his lion dance practice, he texted me
AND... after texting.
He called me and the first thing he asked was : You got sam si? which means whether I had any sad feelings hiding in my heart? *Something like that
 I was like : Errrrrrrrrr..... No?
From this point, Why he'd know that there's some problems going on with me even in the 15 minutes we dint even talk about my problems
I have to say . This is really weird. Or God told him?
Whatever. Next ... He said : If you got anything must tel me. Please do not hide it yourself to make you suffer
OMG. why he'd know I'm hiding it myself and not telling anyone?
Weird *high pitch
End up I din't tel him anything cause I don't feel like telling anyway
So ya...
I feel better after he asked me ,maybe its because I've been hiding this pain in my heart  for 6months,13days,22 minutes
 & I'm still breathing.

Anyhooo. There's YEAH camp on Saturday &Sunday
I laike it (y)
Forget about everything. Move on girl :D takes time


Isit true?

Friday, March 9, 2012

I have alot of problems, I DONT KNOW who to tell :'/

Of lights everywhere


Hello ! Yes, I'm blogging again ;D
I'm such a good blogger uh?
Well, today is gonna be a tuition day for me.& After that I'm going mv to buy Winter Clothing
I know...
Tuition is not an excuse to not go for YF
I will try my best okay ):
Btw, I'm gonna skip 2 physics,2biology,2chemistry and 2 addmaths lessons for next week
Because I'm going for Y.E.A.H

Keee Looo Weee, If you're see-ing this,
Yes I am stalking you ;D
Stalk me too okay?
At the same point, we both have our own 'imaginary boyfriend'
I told you!! Both of us will go through all the same situations
Now I wonder who's cursing-,-

Oh yes! You're in love. yay yay yay. I'm not worried anymore :)

Anyway I'm off to tuition really soon
So ciao :)

 Like like like... Awesome (y)

Thursday, March 8, 2012

Tears that I hold back

*White Flags*
Yes, you get the sign?
Actually, for this time is not a good time to blog but meh
I'll just write out how do I feel right now
Feelings right now is?
  • Jealousy
  • Angry
  •  Sad      
  • Emotional

Yes you know me...
this four always sticks to me
Because for you ,Christians will know how many thing you gotta face, how many things you gotta fight for
We need to learn how to forgive ourselves
For you, yes YOU
if you said you've been crying for one whole day, I'd say I've cried for a thousand years
It might be hard for me
But so what?
Its just a testimony
Why do I feel so angry?sad? emotional?jealousy?
What's so good about it?
Nothing!

You'll never know how badly I want to shift school, how badly I want to change myself,
How badly I want to forget and how badly just to hold my tears back
Just so you know,
Its hard to..

It's time to put down and put it through
You know ,
Things will never change
No natter how many times you tried to say 
So I give up and not giving anymore

SO here I am.
Depending on myself
JANICE ONG SZE YUEN
To have a fresh start & lean not by own saying
God will always be there so
Smile ;D


xx

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Can I please come down?


Thank you for the cross Lord,
Thank you for the nail pierced hand
Washing all my cleansing flow, now all I know
Your forgiveness and embrace

Woah,I wonder whether I'm too free or what?
Why am I blogging every single day?
Now my blog looks quite fine
But still.... You might feel lost , heh
Just follow the date and read it okay?
Btw, today I skipped school again
Good prefect
haha not to mention

Wink Holiday is coming real soon
Although it's just a week, but...
Dear Malaysia
WHY YOU HAVE SO MANY HOLIDAYS
I'm currently in love with Simple Plans and One direction






Liam
<3






He's super cute right? I knowwwwwwwww
 
 Oh no :/
I wanted to change my background so badly
But ever since I changed to classic template , it cant revert back ):
Please help me
I hate this :x
Why am I so desperate to make my blog pretty?
Self satisfy xD

The beauty of God's creation














By Elaine Ong :)
Place taken : Perth, Western Australia

Aint all this pictures beautiful?
(y) Its all God's creation
I have to say my dad's cousin got her skills (:
I'm missing all of you. 
Jonathan Ong, Elaine Ong, Isaac, and my beloved Ku cheh and uncle Martin
It's been a while ): 
But no worries. No I'm buzzing my parents to send me to Australia to visit you guys
Hopefully after SPM I'll try to make myself free.
If I'm going,  YAY! Jump of Joy 
Fa la la la la la la la
Fa la la la la , la la la la
heh ;D
My Ku Cheh bought a Cartoon House in Australia not long ago
Hopefully I can live in there
OHMYGOSH, Im day dreaming already x,x
*saliva slips

I wanna feel WINTER
I pray pray pray to make it to Australia this year end or next year
Cross fingers ;D

Joseph Kony 2012



Its not bad for the youth
It's bad for the world, if we failed.


Guys no matter how busy you are,  take time to watch this video to make Joseph Kony famous
And make the world peace 

Pray for the people in Uganda
Spread this Kony 2012 to everyone
After watching this video 
You'll understand why isit so important
:')

 

Monday, March 5, 2012

Sweet candies


I wont give out & I dont wanna give in anymore



:) 
Try to listen to this song? 
Not to say best but good (y)

I have a new website
feel free to follow

Yay exams over? Hooooray
well things doesn't seem to be good but ya..
March is quite  a busy month for me cause I have Youth Expedition and also Bei Jing with family
I gotta say Im excited for this both events but Im gonna miss alot of tuitions
Btw, I'll still update you guys as often as I can alright?

Your word everyday can make a person's better day :)
Cheers

Love,
Janice

Sunday, March 4, 2012

The few hours I spent with you are worth the thousand hours I spend without you.


  
Our stories started out with :
Strawberry&Apple

Because you're the apple to my pie
You're straw to my berry
 It's been a while Wes :')
How are you?
Guess you're super busy with studies now right?
It's funny how we found each other again after so long
& I Cant expect too much
Honestly, I've been praying and ask to meet you again even for one minute is more than enough for me
God gave us two days and one of the days is Jesus's birthday.
I gotta say this is really amazing.
we spent four hours together? Other than that we were texting each other just for the two days
I really love it how god brought us to the same line
and now.....
I'll just wish you all the best 
Take care okay?

* Baby you light up my world like nobody else
   The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed 
   and when you smile at the ground It aint hard to tell
  You Dont Know Oh Oh... You dont know you're BEAUTIFUL

 Every time when I sing this song.. there'll be your shadow 
You'll always say the sweetest things that melts my heart 
Thank you for the two days :') 
The moment I can never forget is how we used to be.


Beware of missing chances; otherwise it may be all together too late some day.

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Forbiden cities


Hello guys,
Missing me in YF? heh
I gotta say :
I miss NEOS and others too

Other than me losing my mind every once in a while , everything else was fine I guess?
Maybe from now on I should give it out to YOU
yes , yes YOU
I've been going crazy for this few months.
For what's living.
What you think of me having a scab had became a scar.
I will never tell the stories because God knows every pages of it
Hurt me as you like , Im out of this difficult line ;D

For a girl that just ask me for some favor,
No worries . Just do what you're suppose to?
Who cares, who hurts.
Take it when I say it.
Because the one experience the most got the path ;D

Thursday, March 1, 2012

BIOLOGY
the last paper
I JUST CANT WAIT FOR Y.E.A.H
yay yay yay! Hope we can all enjoy till the max yo!

Will update you people what's going on real soon